YouOnlybelongtome.

2009-08-14T22:55:00.003+08:00

Hello , Birthday passed.

Thanks to some , For wishing me .
Only few presents , it's okay . Bad things happened.
There's alot of things going on at home ,
And there , Another problem came at School.

Thanks Eirwan , for real .
This time , I'm transfering . I've had enough.
I'm sick of your moody stuff. I asked you to stop being my abg angkt because ,
I don't want any conflict with [Insertname] .

I don't want anymore conflict with everyone ,
Not even with [Insertname] . but , you don't really care about me anymore.
It hurts deeply , I would rather die than seeing your face.
When i look at your face , i broke into tears because it's deeply hurting inside.

I would go further away from you , if you tell me to.
I would just leave this earth , if you tell me so.
I would also , stop disturbing your life , if you tell me.
I never thought , you would say that . It really hurts deep down inside.
Even though , I was being rude to you.

I punched the wall , to lose my anger .
I slashed my hand , to stop my sadness .
I'm bleeding in anger and Crying in pain.
I guess , that's my daily routine from now onwards.

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die.

And someday ,
I promise I'll be gone
I might even sing this song to you.
And I was crying alone tonight.
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you.
So just come back we'll make it better
I'll make it better than it ever was.

Thanks for all the memories , Eirwan .

Goodbye , takecare lovelies.

2009-08-10T17:16:00.001+08:00

I took a Quiz at Facebook :O And , it's quite shocking.

Are you being followed by a ghost ?

You are being follwed by a small girl around the age of 10 who died because her older brother stabbed her to death after getting in a fight. The little girl wanted to get revenge on her brother after he stole all her dolls to make her mad, so she told his girlfriend that he was with another girl. The girlfriend then broke up with the brother and when the brother found out why he got dumped, he got a knife and stabbed his sister in the heart 7 times. The little girl is following you because she wants to protect you from all and any harm. She is not there to hurt you so dont be scared, she is shy though and you may not be able to talk to her and you may not know shes there, but she always is, making sure you are okay.

2009-08-10T13:07:00.002+08:00

Hello , I'm starting a new life.
Found lost friends , Eh Afiq & Fuad gerek ah koraang !
Lepak with them until 2.45am , Pasal hakim lambat sangat balekk ah !~
Afiq try to scare me , so i will go home around 5am or 3.30am , siaak jerh.
Lepak lepak , Iqah and Fuad dah battery weak , dorang tdo.
Afiq still awake , tapi dher termenung O_O

Dhen , suddenly DHER TDO ! haiyoo , sorang jerh bangun .
Kat playground lagi ! Kalau benda tu traveling amcm sia.
Dah pukul 2.45am , Dahh takut sangat . Apa lagi ? BALIK LAHH ! lol.
Afiq , iqa & fuad dah battery flat , haiyoo. Salam iqa and Afiq .
Fuad dah battery flat terus.

Balik , tengok mak dah tdo . HAHAH.
Best ah , balik kul 2am.
Nak ton ah , dengan korang :D
Kayy ah , Aku lagi belum mandi , busuukkk !

Let's stop here.
Byebye ,
Lovelies.

2009-08-08T12:01:00.003+08:00

Hello , Goodmorning readers.
I've explained everything to Khairul Irwan , Yeah.
I love you too , but forget it. Move on. I don't wanna be a boyfriend Stealer.
You told me those stuff , it really hurts inside yesterday , But i hold on to it.

As , i arrived home . I cried , cried and cried. I'm deeply hurt , but hold on .
It's not that , There's only 1 guy , right ? It's easy for you guys to say.
What do you feel when you lose someone you loved so much.
You feel so helpless , right ?

I found this song , And it's so meaningful .
Here's the lyric :
Just wanna be so good to you
and everything you need
I only wanna see you smile
I just wanna make it right for you
And even if you’re far away…
I know that I’ll miss you
I promise that my love won’t change
I will always be in love with you

[Chorus]
I promise I’ll be a good man
That I’ll always listen to every word that you may say
No I won’t neglect you but only respect you
And give you the love that you need babe
Please say that you love me
Please say that I’m everything to you
Please say that you miss me
As much as I miss you
Now baby believe me
I gotta be everything to you
And baby just trust me
I swear this is the truth

And girl you’re the one for me
I swear this is the truth
See many faces pass me by but theres nobody quite like you
I know so many time and many times before
Love has only let you down
But I swear I’ll give you so much more..

[Chorus]

Laaa la laalaaa laa

If you need a reason
A justification
Its simply inside your eyes
Theres no need to question what are your affections
Theres something that I can’t hide..
[Something that I cant hide]
Say gotta believe
And I don’t wanna lose you
But be so good to you
I gotta have you in my life

You better believe it baby…

2009-08-08T00:05:00.003+08:00

Hello readers , Happy National Day in Advance.
I'm brokenhearted , He's moving on . Awww I'm glad he did so.
I love you , Khairul Irwan . Go on , move on . I'm proud of you.
But , it's kinda hurting . No it's not , I'm just too happy to see you left me.
And , go on to someone better.

And , Muhammad Khairudy have a better life too.
I don't wanna get jealous anymore.You told me , you loved me.
But what is this , You never proved it.I guess , you're just the same like Qamal.
But , Qamal version as in . Entertaining me and , not like Qamal .
Just , fooling around and i just heard something bad about you , You're totally a HORNY BIMBO.

I just prefer Khairul Irwan , I had enough with those damn liars.
I want a new life , A new name , A new Attitude , A new Face , A new house.
I don't wanna be NURAISAH anymore. I just hate her friends ,
Those who are not Include are :

Hafiszan
Jannah Homie
SabrinaBby
Kak Fiefie
Fatimah
Kak Dina
Fattah
Abang Eirwan
Budak Choa Chu Kang Secondary
Kakak and Abang , Puspa .
1 Diamond , But not those damn trying to make me jealous

Siapa yang terasa , Aku pun tkde masa nak pikir2 balek eh.

Oh , To those eh dekat 1 Diamond.
Tak payah nak buat aku jealous , Aku pun tak heran dengan Qamal .
Aku dah malas la eyh. Jantan macam dher taq perlu kasih sayang.
Horny bimbo , And weiting . Stop it eyh . Kau nak jadi sundal perhh ?
Pegang2 lelaki , gosh. Minta kene rogol sia diekni . Well , Don't wanna eloborate more.

Goodbye , Lovelies.

2009-08-06T14:39:00.005+08:00

Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

I wanna quit being a prefect , or maybe not.
Pening lurh , Should i go on beind a prefect ? Hey ! I'm a bad girl .
Who agrees with me ? Come on lahr , I'm not an innocent girl .

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD girl.
Abaaaaaaaaang Ahmaaaaaaad , Abaaaaaaaaang Ridzwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan !
shh shh jerh , Biarlah nak quit ke taknak ! BLUEEECK !

Okeeeeeeeh lah , Most of my friends cakap tkmuhh ! stop being a prefect .
I try la kehh. PENAT AKU. haish , Buang airmata je nak quit jadi prefect.
Bingit betul lah. I was dramatic . hohoho. Malas betul nak jadi.

D R A M A
You can talk all you want ,
But my skin is really think.

And , I'm official Single again , I'm not gonna get another boyfriend.
Thanks to Muhammad Khairudy for letting me go.

Skittles is nice , I know it is.
R A I N B O W .

Nothing to talk about ,
Goodbye , Lovelies.

2009-08-05T21:34:00.005+08:00

Hello , Warning this post may cause some hurt. Don't read if you don't wanna feel th hurt.
Or you may continue with a strong heart.
(merepek betul)

I don't meant a thing , but you meant a bitch , who doesn't get enough of guys .
your life is fancy , i know . But , this is because of your damn drama.
FUCK YOU , NURUL JANNAH BTE AZMAN !

ahhhhhh ! Siaaaaaaaaal !
Bingit betul ah. Perampas ! Siaaal betul !
Taq cukup jantan perh ahh ? MANJA SANGAT , PEYHH MATI LAAAH !

Apa kirekan kter twins laa ehh ? You know what ? GO TO HELL .
Aqu sabar2 , Kaw masih narq pijak kepala aqu ? HAIPUIII !!
Kaw pikir kaw lawa sangat ? SORRY EHHH ! kiss my shit.
Aqu dahh malas narq layan , manja2 kaw . Kaw pikir aqu nieyh apa ?
Manja Machine ehh ? GO TO HELL . peyhhh mati .

And , TO MUHAMMAD KHAIRUDY !
I just lose a trust on you. ALOT OF THINGS have been going thru .
AND YOU KNOW WHAT ?
LET'S END OUR LOVE STORY.
ENOUUUGH , I FREAKIN HAATE YOU.
YOU AND YOUR FANCY LIFE ! CAN KISS MY FREAKIN' ASS !

AND TO OTHERS , BEAR WITH IT .
I'M NOT IN THE MOOD. I JUST STILL LOVE THAT GUY.
BUT TOO BAD , HE LOVES OTHER PERSON.

Birthday plans are going to be cancel . I don't wanna throw a party.

Goodbye , lovelies.

2009-08-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

Fuck , Get this RESTAURANT CITY FIXED !

2009-08-04T20:00:00.002+08:00

Ahhh , Helloo ! (:

Grounded , Nasib boleh pakai laptop .
Kalau tidak , Aqu bunuh kaw uyh ABBAS !
Ah,Malas lahr . Aperhal shioool !
Dah aderh matey masihh taq cukup perhh ?

Narq TTM nieyh Semuer , Masih taq cukop ?!
Gelojoh betul larhh kaw ! malas uyh narq layan merajok kaw.
MALAS LAAHR , SERIOUSLY .
Itu kau punye psl klaw nieyh semuer narq over , HIDUP KAW !
Bukan hidup aqu ! pergyy mampos uyhhh , shiool ~ i don't give a fuck.
Penat uhh , narq layan kaw ! PENAT PENAT PENAT ! ! ! !
Who don't get what i'm posting ? That's your problem !
MY BLOG MY SAY EHH ! pergi mati mati ! M A T I ~

Todaayy , Bantai matey aqu ! Bully dierh ! APA AQU KESAAAAH !
Matey aqu perhh. Pergyy MAMPOS.
And , OHMYYGAAAWD ! cute nyeeh dheeeeer !
Taq boleyh angkts shiool ! ah ! Aqu rindu kaaaaw !

I did , Prefect duty ! :D As usual .
I do Petrolling at CANTEEN ! yaaaaaaaaay ! ~ Fun oie !
Taaaaaaapi , Kene angkt Trays and Pinggan ! Haiyoo ! Maid eyhhh ?~
Lol , Let's have some fun , This beat is sick ! I wanna take a ride on your DISCO STICK !
hah , I know youuu know lah kaaaaaaans !? HAHAH.

Sabrinabby , You're th best lah kaaans ! Aqu sayang kaw uyh , B !
Tqder kaw , Hidup aqu Meaningless .
You're so hyper uyh todaay , Thanks for belanja me this 10cent thingy for HOME ECON.
Bingit siaa , Siapa2 matey aqu , confirm aderh org FLIRT ! bingit ! AH ! BENCI !

HIDUP AQUUU MACAM SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL !

Well , Let's stop here .
Byebye , Lovelies.

2009-08-03T21:33:00.003+08:00

Hell-oooh !

Mhmmm. My birthday coming ! Birthday bash -.-
Those malay freako's Already planned. I seriously not comin' to school ON WEDNESDAY !
hahah. See ? EASY TO RUN FROM BIRTHDAY BASHES ! hahah.
Well , Happy 19th belated Birthday , Dear 2ND Brother !
May god bless you ! (: Macam Pahaaam.

Ehhh , Nick Jonas & Finaa Kechykkstar Birthday is on 15August ! (:
and , siapa lagyyy ehhh !? HAHAH. act taq tawuu !
Anywaay ! Apit's birthday is on 25th September , taq salah !
Kiterhh bash dierh plakk ! nyahahas . Boring laa deyhh !

Hope hope laarh kaaan , aqu saket on 12th august , wednesday ! hahah.
So , there'll be no , BIRTHDAY BASHES ! heheh.
Evil kaaaaaaaaaaaaan ? Sekarang , Nunu daah bored.
taq tawuu narq buat aperhh laahr kaan.

Happy birthday to August Babies ! (:
AND , I'm gonna celebrate my birthday with ,
Myra , Kak Sabrina , Yusof bin Ishak , Lady Gaga . Siapa lagi ehh ? nyeheh.
Happy birthday to you , Happy birthday to you , Happy birthday to ..
AUGUST BABIES , Happy birthday to you !

AND AND , YI HAO !
GET WELL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON !

Let's stop here , ahh kaay.
Byebye , Lovelies.

2009-07-31T12:38:00.001+08:00

Boohoo.

2009-07-30T20:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

The more day passed , the more MINAH i am.
You know , I know laah kaaan.
MATEYAKU PON MATREP !

Bhahaha !
Muhammad Khairudy , I love you.
Sayang kau Banyak2 ! Hahaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Kau gy blang , BESTFRIEND kau PERGI MAMPOS ! hoho.
KAAAN , AKU DAAAAAH GILA ,
PSL KAU PUNYE BESTFRIEND LAAA SHIOOOOOOOOOOL !
okaaay , Nunu Stop it kaaayh ! Jangan nak hyper .

Currently , Still listening to :
You are not alone - Micheal Jackson

I got nothing to write.
So byebye ,
Lovelies.

2009-07-29T22:35:00.004+08:00

Ah. Single Ah.

Qamal , seriously . I loved you deeply inside.
But , why did you do this to me ? Ah , shiaaaal !
Boring larh , kaw taq lyn aqu.Kaw pikir aqu happy everyday ?
Ah , i've given you 5 chances , but still keep doing it. Ah fuck ah !
PAAAAALAAAAAAA*TOOOOOT* !

I hate you.
I freakin' hate you.
I SERIOUSLY FREAKING HATE YOU.
I Seriously , freakin' mega hate you.

I hate you 1000times , than i love you.
*broke into tears* Sayang , I love you laaaaaaaarh !
I got to move on ! MOVE MOVE ON !
Ah , I'm hearing to :
You are not alone - Micheal Jackson♥

AND , I'm crying silently );

Goodbye ,
Lovelies.

2009-07-27T03:21:00.001+08:00

BLOG IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION !

2009-07-24T20:08:00.007+08:00

What's going on with my life ?
What's with me ? Why the fight ? Why ignore ?
Please lahr , No more fights. I'm tired of fighting.
Ah , Fucksxz .

To SABRINABBY :
Let's forget it , ah. I've forgiven you.
I was really mad that time , so i said those kind of stuff.
Let's stop fighting.Srsly , I'm tired ah.
I wanna be friends with you again , I don't want haters here and there.

To Ridzwan :
I'm sorry , I really want to hear a word sorry from your OWN mouth.
I'm a hard biatch , i know. I was harsh just on a small piece of problem.
But , I'm really hard to Forget & Forgive.
Tired , Damn tired . Haishhh .

To Khairul Irwan :
I think you should move on.Forget me , I'm nothing ,
Just a worthless biatch.I don't think , I'm so kind , so nice ?
There's something bad about me , right ? I kinda love you , but i got Qamalbby .
And , I love him like i used to love you.
But , everything is over.Let's just be friends ,
You can ignore me for doing this ,
But i'm trying to settle everything. Problems are flooding.
I love you so much too , but I don't think i love you that much anymore.
I'm sorry , sayang.Let's move on.
I got Qamal but you got no one with you ,
I really want YOU to move on for your own good.
Your handphone was thrown because of me , Yeah Because of me.
I'm damn sorry. I'm not angry but I'm depressed.
So depressed , I feel like being a emoshit again.

To Qamalbby :
Sayang , What's wrong with you ? Why are you ignoring me ?
Did i do something wrong ? Tell me , I'm tired of being ignored.
I love you so much , So much that i feel like being an emoshit just because
You ignored me.Ah , i feel so useless , y' know .
I wanna be with you ,

Just like the song by Akon - Be with you.

And i don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And i don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain't no one i compare you to
And i know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that's why i plan to do the same thing for you
And i want you to know

I really hope that everything is settled.

Let's stop here ,

Byebye.

2009-07-20T03:12:00.014+08:00

It's 4.16Am r ight now And Still I'm not sleeping
Bored and Decided to blogged something short
Settled everything except with Khai , Wait OK Baby ?
Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaah , What to do ? I'm in a big mess.
So stress , help by not creating problems with me , Pretty Please !
Hate me ? Go die , Don't like i don't give a *TOOT* about it !

OBVIOUSLY ,
I GOT NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT !

Mummy , i wanna go to LALA LAND.
Tired but cannot go to sleep , So stress .
Still expect me to go to SLEEP ?
Going to upload new Pichas soon ON FRIENDSTER,FACEBOOK & MYSPACE.
I think i'm gonna try get some sleeep.
buhhbyee

2009-07-16T21:16:00.002+08:00

Days and Weeks passed by,
No more 'Abang Angkat' , No more my twinny ):
I'm crying silently , So that no one knows .
I'm tired of getting hurt each day , Well i can do whatever i want.
But , Am i invisible ? Thanks for bringing me to this cruel world.
If only i could die , In a Terrible way.

Well , JANNAH AZMAN .. So you're happy right ?
TOO happy , that Eirwan isn't my Abang Angkat ?
You're the most cruel thing i ever know , 'THING' .
I've had enough , I wanna transfer school.
And , act like i didn't know you guys.I hate you, 1Diamond.

I'm gonna be absent from 2 weeks , I bet you guys are happy about it.
Continue your day without me , Eirwan . .
I bet you're really excited , Really happy and Really Satisfied .
I'm Invisible , I'm nothing at all , I can't be seen.
Thanks so much , But I've had enough of people doing this to me.

Well , goodbye.

2009-07-15T23:18:00.002+08:00

Argh , What's going on ?
I just have to move on in my life.
Fine Abang Eirwan , I can't force you anymore.
If you don't wanna be my Godbrother then , I can't force you.
It's fated , What's leaving , let it go.But , i never wish you would do that.

Why don't people appreciate my Decision ?
Why , What's wrong with my decision ?
Why do you hate him ? Why not just hate me ?
Please , I'm Stressed out.Why are situation getting worst ?

I just lose my Special someone in my family ):
AND , i missed him.How i wished time could rewind ):
Grandfather , forgive me.If only you were here.

I would tell you how much i love you.
AND , how sad that i lose you.Even though , You're not here with me.
But , i will always know that you're always in my heart.

I will never forget 3rd June 2009 1815hours ,
The day you went away right in front of my eyes.
I terribly misses your nag ,Grandfather ):

Your jokes and Your smile.I just can't get you out of my head.
Whenever mum closes her eyes , She saw your face and she cried of
remembering you , Grandfather. I love you.

Let's stop here , i don't wanna elaborate more.
Takecare , lovelies.

Went out with Yasmine (;

2009-07-11T18:40:00.002+08:00

Hahs , Let's talk about todayyy (:
I went out with Yasmine , that bitch of mine ;D

Went out at 2.10pm to buy brother's food but met Yasmine.
Bought food , sent it to home and took my $2 from brother.
Yasmine and i went to shop and bought maggie.

Yasmine diet , hehehehs .
I eat so slow hehs.

So , after that we went near 425 , sat there and ate my SEAWEED RING !
We were bored , so we went to the playground and watched this three small kids.
They were like trying to impressed us. LawLs.

One of them , was like Crazy already.Yasmine laughed untill WHAT.
hahahs , seriously funny. One of them , act HOT. Topless ! lawls.
After that , bored. We went to Bukit Gombak and look for skinny jeans.

After that , We went near the Fair Price , then got one crowd . I looked and..
Only got this small dog and people crowd and pointing at it.
What so special sia ? like , got talent show ? Really mehh ? HAHA.

Walked back to Shop N Save , While walking back there.
I saw SITI AISAH ! AND ... HER TWINS ! waaaaahs.
They seriously looked alike.

After that , went to Shop N Save .. Walked one big round to get AIR-CON.
HAHA , then we saw chocolates . Woooo !Yasmine bought 1 packet of chocolate ,
I bought this Hazelnut chocolate.

Paid and OFF WE GO ! went to the block infront of Dazhong primary.
ate and ate , Suddenly left 7 chocolate .
Yasmine got an idea , We played Scissors,Paper and stone.

Then , yasmine got the yummy one. haiyoo.
But ends up i won the most one ! haha.
Then it started to get Raining.

We quickly walked back to Bukit batok , I walked so clumsily .
hahas , Then we walked passed Fazli's house ,
Yasmine told that Fazli was sitting on the stairs , but i didn't saw him.

Ohh , i blind alr. Hahas , So we walked passed the PAP , suddenly got alot of
PAIKIAS at the sit area , oh gosh . Yasmine scared . Some more she's wearing make-up.
Cannot walk in rain , We have to walked back to fazlie's house and walked one big round.

Then , suddenly i saw like AFIQ , haiyoo . Nono , I think i must have seen the wrong person.
Then , rain stopped abit , we walked passed this bangla construction worker ,
Yasmine made me laugh because she said we must make friends with this bangla first,
Then they can help us from the paikias , hah.

then after that , we went to the stone chair back.
but then so restless , so we went to red chair .
but got one auntie , enjoying her sleep wlao.
then we still playing the scissors , paper & stone.

Then we laugh , suddenly the auntie said , 'Why So noisy ?'
Yasmine was like , ' Ah , Ah , Ah ?? ' HAHAH.
Suddenly , the auntie was like MASTURBATING SIAA. AHAHA.

then we laugh laugh quietly , suddenly ..
the auntie turned then i was like kept quiet.
then , i feel like throwing the choco at her , LOLS.

i feel like , disturbing her. HAHAS , fun waaad ?
but yasmine stopped me.Zz , walked to 425 , but i suddenly i felt like pee.
then , posed like pee la , suddenly yasmine laughed and i hold my laugh so i won't laugh.

then , walked passed angelina's house.
Yasmine also want to pee , bt th toilet so dirty , i sat and got 2 bangla walked passed.
they stare at me , i feel like ARRRGH , what stare stare hahahs.

Then , we went to the shop and buy maggie , because i hungry then walked home.
AND NOW , I'M BLOGGING , hahahas (:

That's all for todaaaaay (:

takecare.

2009-07-10T19:25:00.002+08:00

I just don't know what i just did.
I'm sorry everyone.
I just think that i should just die.

I'm not supposed to be on this earth.
I'm just depressed.
With a terrible situation right now.

I'm gonna be unactive in MSN & Friendster.
So do check on my blog for daily updates.
I don't know what's going on with my life.

I'm sorry Khairul Irwan ,
I guess , I'm not worth it .
Forget me , please .

Currently listening to :

This i promise you - Nsync

I'm feeling like immigrating to Malaysia.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES <3

2009-07-09T21:01:00.001+08:00

WTFISH.
What is going on ?
I'm quiting to be a prefect.

AND , KHAIRUL IRWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN !
AAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.

Is there something wrong if i'm with you ?
Why are everyone laughing at us ?

even though , you're "slenger"
WHO CARES ? i love you.

FUCCCCCCCCCCCCK YOU SUCKERS ! ^^V

2009-07-05T01:09:00.003+08:00

One day of busyness with my parents but it turns out ,
LIKE A FREAKIN TIRING HELL DAY FOR AND NOT FOR YOU ASSHOLE DAD.
I freakin' hate my dad.
So damn greedy , It's fine with me.
But , look YOU ONLY LEFT THIS LITTLE DAUGHTER IN YOUR LIFE.

your TWO son left. You idiot.
You shouldn't have sex with mum.
Because , both of you didn't even know how to take care of your child.
I freakin' hate you guys.
Thanks for bringing me into this earth but seriously ,
I regret of having YOU as my dad.

REGRETFUL , you BLOODY FOOL !
Sorry to say this , I'm gonna stop asking you for money.
I know i can't survive nor eat NO MATTER WHAT , IF YOU PAY
I'M NOT GONNA EAT THIS PIECE OF FOOD that you bought me.
Because i know , for all the things and money you gave me ,
It's just so untruthful for me.

I take it as a no thing from you.I might aswell ,
NOT COMING BACK HOME.
Because , i feel so unsafe at home.
Well , I hope you have fun with your life.
WITHOUT YOUR USELESS BITCHY SLUTY DAUGHTER.
AND I HOPE YOU'RE READING IT NOW.

So long suckers !

2009-07-01T12:31:00.002+08:00

WTFish.

I can't believe it.I feel so regretful.
Why did i do this to him ? And , i now i'm guilty.
Refering to someone from my class.
Gaaaah , ugh stop it larh.
Benci Benci ! stop it.
I love him and i just realize i made a big mistake.
I'm sorry to hurt you.I'm really sorry.
I missed you,Deeply inside i didn't meant it.
You're so freakin absolutely cute !
Gaaaaaaah , someone ! I'm sorrryyyyyy !
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH.
tolong lah ya'allah ! Uh , please la.

Why no one understands me ?
Why no one appreciate me as a true friend ?
Why no one ever tells me their problem ?
Why . I can keep secrets but unless it's terribly bad to my FRIENDs.

Fuck you larh player.
FUCK FUCK. Finger fuck orang , tkde hidup perh siaaaaal !
Tk suke blang uyh buto ! I don't give a big fuck laaa !
You don't appreciate women , SO I'M GONNA SHOW U MY ATITIUDE.

okaaayh (:

Nunu ke'ai signs out :DD

2009-06-29T16:23:00.002+08:00

Hellooooh ! Just back from meeting my bestfriend
Gaaah , i missed her . Ate toko-yaki :D yum yum !
She's still the cute chubby teddy Namirah :D
So , after eating. Went to , Library .

Looked for interesting books.
Read a book about Sex , and teens sexuality.
And , i found one book that'll help me out.

Boylogy :D

Sound interesting right ? :D
Well , i don't know since when i become a BOOKWORM :D
but , i find reading is great !

haaah (: Well , i lost my ez-link so , i used Namirah's card to borrow books.
Thanks , bestie (: You're the best.
My one and only , bestfriend.

I'm terribly tired to post right now.
Just feel like lying down.
Sleeping , haahs. As usual , Sleeping is one of my hobby (:

Let's stop here ,

Takecare lovelies.

2009-06-28T18:28:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry for everything AND
I thanked you for everything you've brought in my life (:
You're the most precious thing to me (:

You're a great friend.
You have a great personality.
I love you , totally love you .

It's a promise , i won't break it.
You're my all , but i gotta say this.
It's too early. Too young.

So , i hope you'll understand.
You'll always be in my heart (:
I luuuuuuuurve you.

Let's stop here.

Gooodbyyye.

2009-06-28T13:50:00.002+08:00

Hello (:
Good morning ! Currently just woke up from sleep.
Bored , listening to songs in my blog.
Yesterday, I cried while on the phone with my baby.

Totally guilty , help me .
I'm stressed out.People hate me and hit me around.
I don't mind but please , stop it.

Headaches , I wish i could immigrate to Malaysia.
Run away from everything.
I can't face it anymore.

I feel like , Slashing around. Here comes my emo.
Yesterday , patched back with baby .
And , I don't know what happened .

My mind keeps changing.
Around and around.Yesterday , was not a good day.
I think I've gone crazy.

I've got nothing to talk about.
Let's stop here.

Takecare (:

2009-06-27T18:34:00.002+08:00

I feel guilty for everything.
I think it's too early to have relationship.

What people told me is true.
Early relationship is like , too early .

And , I'm sorry to do this to you.

I totally feel guilty.
Say what you want to me. But for my own good.
I think , it's terribly early.

I MADE UP MY MIND.

2009-06-27T14:51:00.004+08:00

Gaaaaaaaah.
Why eh ? I feel irritated with everything today.
even , with my boyfriend. I feel irritated.
ah. Please don't tell me , I don't love him.
I SERIOUSLY LOVE HIM and , I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM.

Why , everytime in my relationship i feel like this ?
Is it too early to have a relationship at this age ?

I feel like , running away from everything.
but , it keeps chasing me. Ah, Headaches.
I'm hungry. No food here.

Let's stop here ,

Goodbye.

NOTICE: I TOTALLY HAVE NO MOOD TODAY.

2009-06-26T17:20:00.003+08:00

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayh.
I was being friendly to NANA DOREMON.
And , i meant it. Aku nk berkawan ngan BELLA tu semuer.
but it seems , i heard rumours from them.
And , i feel like. Totally wrong. I feel like it's because of me , Khai changed.
Khai , I da tk jealous psl eu ngn NANA , I've known her now.
I don't mind larh , shyng (: Eu are allowed to do anything you want.
I da tknk control dahh , Buat aperh you nk (:

I wanna be what i wanna be now.
I wanna be friendly , SUPER DUPER FRIENDLY .

So , let's forget the past.
Lagipun , Aku nieh kental. Huahua , pengecot.

Soo goodbye larh kaaans ,
takecare.

WHATEVER I SAID ABOVE.
IS THAT , I MEANT IT. means.

I FUCKING SWEAR I MEANT IT ! huahua.

Ah. I miss you boyfy.

2009-06-23T02:20:00.004+08:00

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
Currently missing my boyfy. Missed him badly that , just now.
When he needed to hanged up the phone.I feel like crying and begged him not to put it down.
haaahs , weird kaaan ? Rindu maah. Wednesday larh , hari kita larh Shyng (:

WHAT EVENT TOMORROWW ?
Wooohoooo. Outing to Sentosa.
With , Mtnuh-bonceyt , Adleen Ke'ai , Mira Ke'ai & Ayin (:
Missing Mira ke'ai uyh, meet larh keyh.
Cannot wait fr tmr. Bringing spoilt camera. haiyoooh -.-!

meow.

So let's stop here kayy , baaaabies (:

CURRENTLY LISTENING TO :

Flying high ♥

Goooooooodbye♥

2009-06-20T02:22:00.003+08:00

Alright. Deleted previous post.
Decided to write it in a polite way.

Why would people gossip about me ?
I didn't even know them.
And they say rumours.

I don't wished to tell you guys what.
but , I will till this case off.
I've had enough.

If you hate me , Seriously . .
You don't have to tell rumours to others.

Gaaaaaaaaaaah. I can't close my eyes.
I can't get a sleep. I don't know why. INSONMIA ~

Thinking to much stuff in my head.
stress. Ah. Here comes depression again.

Let's stop now.

Goodbye.

High Fever.

2009-06-18T18:57:00.000+08:00

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Khairul Irwan , I missed you . Terribly ill here.
Well , Today around 1.00pm+ Went to visit the DOCTOR .
And , He told me , I have high fever , Jeez . Help .
Walking back home , bought Soya bean drink .
I drank it so in a weird way. Haaaah.

TAAAAAAAAAAAABLET.
aaaaaaah , i hate it. >_<

Khairul Baby , Fine . I won't force you . Do whatever you want :DD
Freedom , ugh .

Huahuahua.
Well , I love you so much :D

Let's stop here.

Goodbye.

2009-06-17T21:42:00.000+08:00

*groans I'm in pain .
Help me , i'm sick here & No one cares ?
Aaaah. I wanna die. What for to be in this world without a person who care for me?
I would just rather die. In loneliness .
Today , met Khaibby . I'm so sorry , Baby . I'm terribly ill .
Crying over what's going on ? Why isn't my MUMMY & DADDY , even bring me to the doctor ?
Why ? What did i do wrong ? If they want me to die , I will do it for the sake of their Comfort .

I WOULD. IF I CAN .

I'm sick of getting sick & AND GETTING PROBLEMS WITH MY PARENTS .

I'm sorry Khaibby , I love you so much.

Goodbye.

Sick sick sick.

2009-06-14T10:15:00.000+08:00

ohhhmyygaaawd. I have nothing to do and I'm sick.
Sore eyes , Fever , Sore throat , Flu & argh. stomach cramp.
I'm so weak right now. Sorry , Yasmine . . Can't go out with you.
I miss them guy. Come back lurh. Tuesday meeting him ):
Quick quick , make the day to MONDAY ! ): Khai O' Khai , When will you come home ?
lols.Well , currently play-ing habbo. Haish. let's break a leg.
I WANNA GET WELL SOOOOOON !!

let's stop here. Sorry for the short post.

KHAIRUL IRWAN BIN ITHININ.
I MISS YOU !

ARGH ! DAMN YOU LIFE.

2009-06-10T17:13:00.000+08:00

Haish. Just back from Appointment. I alr Know how to go there.
Now , My dad doesn't have to send me there.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAISH.
What to do? Life isn't really beautiful,I guess.
Damn tired with life. Life really is an upside down beautiful.
Khaibby , Today really no mood. Sorry , if i didn't talk to you on the phone.
Or , Just keep quiet. Seriously , I feel like switching life.
Yeah , stressful day. While buying Fried Banana ( Goreng Pisang ) , Saw a few birds dead.
WHATHEFISSH ! really. I was like , damn sad. Whoever , put Poison to the bird food ,
I swear , Your freaking life gonna turn out bad.
I just feel like , giving up. Friends are like what ? Am i a wall , without feelings ?
QAMAL QAMAL QAMAL ! ISSSSHK ! TKDE ORANG LAIN KE !?
KEPALA PENING.

WHAT EVENT TOMORROWW ?
Haish , tmrw is like . I'm gone . I'm going Malaysia .
I'm gonna miss you guys. So yeah, I don't know when I'm coming back.
I won't enjoy there. Seriously , It's like crowded and Noisy . Give me a break !

Let's stop here.

Currently listening to :

Yonie N Nuno - Menjaga Hati ♥

Goodbye.

KHAIBBY <33

2009-06-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

Heeeeh. So let's talk about todaysxz.
I woke up at 9.00am+ , Switched On Computer & Play-ed habbo , Talked to khaibby on th phone.
Then , Ytd planned to meet him with Ahmad. So Jyeah , I bathed and Dress-ed up.
OTW on bus , Some chinese girls Kept laughing and laughing , MAKE MY BLOOD GO UPSTAIRS !
I turned , then they stop-ed and , Seriously Th face change-d . But deeply inside , I'm laugh-in
at them , Because THEIR FACE ARE LIKE DAMN RETARD ! XD
Reach-ed th Chua Chu kang Interchange ,
Walk-ed Pass a Guy .. He was like Stare-in at me.
In Such a way , That i feel like he's gonna eat me up. So ,
i keep turn-in back look-in at him. Okeyh , Met KHAIBBY!
Huahahuahua , TALL GIANT MAN. heeh , Sorry Shyng klau tgh baca.
We enter-ed LOT1 , then went to the last floor . Sat there , ALAMAK ! Minahsxz .
Khai O' Khai ! Apa nk jadi ? Jadilah . (Translate) What's gonna happened , Let it happen .
well , Talk-ed and He's like dxmn funny :D Goshes , He's like dxmn sweet you know !
GAAAHHHH !! Qamal , too bad. HE'S MUCH BETTER THAN YOU ! Sorry to say that , darling .
So yeah , Ahmad kesian . haahs , Then bump-ed into HAZIQAH , Entot :D
Cute tao , Entot . Really XD tpy , they left entot , tros entot kejar.
HUAHUA , not my idea to run away. Kan daah kene ! Haaahaa.
Before take-in bus home , Bought CHOCOLATE ICE BLENDED .
Thanks aye KHAIBBY for buy-in it for me. Aft tht , Went home .
Something happened In the bus while OTW home. Not gonna , write long long about it.
But , I was being tease-d and This guy ask-ed for my number , gosh . I ignore-d him .
BECAUSE , i got someone alr . BOOHOO ! too bad.
Arrive-d home , Drink the CHOCOLATE ICE BLENDED .. AIYOOH !
STOMACH UPSET * haish.
Then , talk-ed on the phone with *HIM* Alamaak , So sweet larh eu. Then ,
Was looking for NOKIA USB CABLE in a box . Suddenly , got mirror .. So damn sharp .
It cuts on my left hand , Pointy finger really directly at the side , DXMN DEEP ! >_< BLOODS. THE BLEED WON'T STOP. Jyeah , Until now ..
it won't stop , So yeah . Well , let's stop the story here. Have a nice day , Yaw (:

Khairul Irwan Bin Ithinin
ONLY YOU BELONGS TO ME.

Sad -*

2009-06-07T19:10:00.000+08:00

OhMyGaaaaaawd [!]
I'm just back from Malaysia. Grandpa Passed away on 3rd June.
1815hr. I cried non-stop . I had to walk one big round around the dead body and look at it.
It was scary , but you know it's my own Grandfather . I looked directly at the face .
And , i felt breeze of someone hugged me. I know it's him . I missed you and i love you Grandfather. How i wished you were still here now. I would tell you that ILOVEYOU.
But i know , You'll always be there to help me.
anyway , Life is being so damn retard.

RELATIONSHIPS
heeeh. I love you you you *SOMEONE*
Khai O' Khai (: Thanks for entertaining me On the phone.
Qamalbby , Bila mau bertemu ? Gue rindu Sama Kamu banget Shyng.
Happy Advance 13th Birthday , Qamalbby (:
But Sowweyh Qamalbby , I guess we have to break up.
You know , Maybe we should just be friends.
You're totally a QuietWeirdo When we're steady but when we're not ..
You're a totally FreakoHyper.

Well , Khai called me . GTG. Bubye (:

;OhhhmyyGaaawd(!) ♥

2009-06-02T16:51:00.000+08:00

Oooooohmygaaaaaaaaaawd♥
What's going on with my life ? Why all this stuff is happening to me ?
Why god ? I know i've made too much sins , Forgive me.
But God , Don't take away the most person i love.
Why my grandpa and not me , God ? Why ? (♥)
I want him to live longer but i don't wanna face problems in earth anymore(!)
So why not take me away ? I'm not the person who are able to live in this life anymore.
Replace someone over my place. I can't face it anymore.
Relationships , Studies , Family , School , Friends , Fantasy world ?
Help me , God (!) Please , I'm sorry over my sins.
I'm tired with my life. Qamalbby(♥) Why do you react strangely towards me ?
I love you , damn love you so much . So why do you have to do this towards me ?
I want you to be mine forever , but What's wrong with me ?
Is there something you don't like ? Tell me , I'll try my best to change it.
Without you , My life is nothing . Get it ? NOTHING. Enough with my QAMALBBY(♥)

Schools[♥]
Just came back from CDANS , played bowling , talked about HIM(♥)
Before going CDANS , I had some programs at school.
Cultural Camp , I had to paint my face , Idon'tknow. I did it because i was bored?
Ah entah la.
tired , and had to go back to MALAYSIA ? WHATHEFISHH !
Mum , Give me a break (!) I feel like wanna die. I'm giving up soon.
Currently Listening to :

Thinking of you♥

That's all for today♥
takecare lovelies.

2009-05-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

Heeeeh. Qamalruzaman's Propertyy now(!)
Qamal , bby iLOVEyou so damn freakin' much (♥)
Hope we last long keyhh ? Jgn flirt around lagyy♥
Okehh , today was like pretty much bored.
Didn't get to talk to him , cuz he have no phone or home phone.
So , ON MONDAY will be the exciting day ever ! meetin my bby.
Imisshheuuu ♥

Thank god , you're mine.
I'm absolutely Crazy over you♥
Edited blogskin , Blog entry , Friendster Profile & also ,
deleting lame Pictures In FRIENDSTER.

QAMALRUZAMAN'S PROPERTY♥

Schooools.

2009-05-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

Heehee. Today post will be rather short.
Went to school , do art exam .
LOLS , I draw something that resembles WARM in the park.
So damn , funny . People do something else , I do something else .
Seriously , i did everything else diffrent .
Then under that box , i wrote ` confirm fail ` .
; Lols , i knew alr la. Confirm fail .
` Confession to make
STOP ME FROM BUYING HABBO CREDITS .
yeah , habbo is retard , so help me.
Well , aft exam , went home changed , Met Kak lyana , Nanastar & Fyqah .
Went Nanastar's Crib . Also went to Westmall , took Neoprint .
Kinda cute , lolsxz .

I'll scan the picture soon .

Till here , BaiiBaii xD

I don't wanna be in this spot , Take me away .

2009-05-02T11:46:00.000+08:00

Oh god , please. I've given up.
Take my life away. I'm sorry for what I've done.
I'm not comfortable in my life , anymore .
I've just have to act like nothing happened in front of my friends.
AND deeply inside, I'm just sad & hurt.T
To , Uncle Amie .. Forgive me.
I'm hurt over your words. I post it Aft we fought.
And i forgotten to delete it.
So , I'm being hated by everyone.
Thanks for everything Uncle Amie.
I love you.

Prefectsxzz Interview.

2009-04-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

Ohh wow , Few months NO MORE post.
It's ok , Cause i'll try be active in posting :D
Ahakxzx :D Well , ON 15th April 2009 ..
WAS MY FIRST PREFECT INTERVIEW :DD
Ahaksxz , my P.T was really badsxz ): i told th teacher tht ..
I ALWAYS be rude to my mom , but i apologise to her .
Ohh wow , How embarrassing and Surely , they wont choose me .
And , i'm gonna change my bad habit ,
which is Being rude to my mom & Also Come-ing late to school .
I'm really look-in' frwrd fr some , New friendsxz at School .
Argh. So weak right now. I feel like fallin down orff my Chair .
Dj-in' right now ;) . Do tune it in at Serin's Radio Station
From nw ownwards , bein' rude to my mom is a big & Also bein' late fr School, NO NO . ahaksxz , i follow Ms Ho's Phrase.
Let's just end this Post nw.

Kemana kau menghilang , Jangan pergi sayang , Kau cuba untuk menipu aku Tetapi KAU GAGAL.

HOLIDAY ! TRIP TO MALAYSIA !

2009-03-22T18:45:00.000+08:00

heeehee! Today i have too much Things to Tell you what i did in Malaysia.

Adventuring Outside th House
Photo Session Outside Th House ;D
About my Grandpa
What i did the last night at Malaysia
Th Animals there (:

Okayyhh (: Let's start with the Arrival at Malaysia . I took a car there.
So , boring . Only sit in car , Listening to Musicz in th Phone.
When i arrive there , was kinda Eeek-y . Cuz , it's dirtyszx there .
So , first day there , didn't go Adventuring . Slept at 5am , watched from 12mid to 5am.
then , went to bed cause i'm tiredszx .
The Second Day , hmmphs .. Decided to stop being SENSETIVE & Be what i want to.
LOLSZX . I went out and just touched a cat O_O i was scared tht the cat would bite me but,
Phewszx ! it didn't :D almost cat i touched but only 2 bite me , cause they thought i was like
beat-ing them or something :S Then , the 3rd night , we bake some cakes .
while waiting , i slept . Woke up & ate some cakes . Told my mum i want to go home by sunday.
So , it's the 4th day . I slept at 4am+ & woke up at 8am :S ugh , i had hard time to sleep .
Aft , that went to bathe & so on. We took bus back home . Now I'm back ._.
heheee , i did alotszx of shittyszx trouble there , don't ask me .
just think bout it , phew' im not stay-ing there.
tmr schooling , shittyszx .
Let's let the Picture talk now.
NOTE: PICTURES ARE TAKEN ORIGINALLY BY ME.

There's more (: but mhmphs , lazy to upload hehee.
Till here , taakecare.

LALALALa

2009-03-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Ok , nothing to write . i guess im bored .
thaanks to Ali (: i've changed myself . No more vulgarities , No annoying & childish .
that's all fr today . lol , Takecare.

-.- whatever .

2009-03-06T01:16:00.000+08:00

The more days goes on , the more fuckingsxz people i hate .
First JJ & CL . lol , you guys don't have to know who . JJ , I'm ignoring here even CL .
FUCK ! CL , he stoles my God brother . fuck you CL ! i hate you , act cute .
memang patut kau break ngan matey kau ! Abeyh JJ pulak , mmg patut si SPRM tinggalkn kau !
JJ da laa kerekk , abeyh si CL Rambut Mangkuk tros act cute . -.- .
The whole day tk lyn pun , tk goyang uh jubohsxz. Now , my dad always tries to correct me .
When he is angry at his fszxking stupid fishes , he'll look at my wrong ones .
he'll like eh ! it's late alr go sleep , but it's like i just woke up from sleep la , stupid dad .
i feel like killing him . he was hearing this Radio Station , MisteriJAM12 . Then , the speaker is just beside my laptop . Then , he is like at the kitchen he turned it on Fully , then got this girl scream and giggle and i was like wtf ? it's scary and im like alone at th hall & now , i'm hearing 2 sides of earpiece , my mum nags cuz i wear two sides , like wtf ? give me a break ! stop nagging !
i'm not tired , im not and im not assholeszx . don't get it dad ? IM NOT TIRED !!
mhm , until here .. have a nice fsxzxking dayy .
-Serina Signs out

(:

2009-02-22T02:18:00.000+08:00

hello oh hello ! hmmphs , what can i write about todaysxz .
On friday , 20feb09 Khairudy scold me 'SUNDAL' early in the morning ,
then i slap on his face , Mak kau tk ajar perh jantan ?!.
I was so frustrated with him , i sit on the other side table ,
well he was sitting beside me . whatever , he hurts Nana , fucksxz you la Khairudy .
you're my 1st enemy in my class , get it ?
what is so SPECIAL about Batrisya ? guys are just too choosy , whatever .
hearing sad songs , hmmphs .. I'm just so sad . i don't know why . Then ,
Everywhere i go people were so
FUCKINGSZX Like ' PLEASE MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS '
Biar luhr aku nk ade matey ke tknk pukimaak !
kau laa jantan abeyh nk buat lagu pasal kterorg perh?! diaam je uh .
MULOT JUBO AYAM ! tk puas hati keperhh ?
LOVE DOESN'T JUDGE BY AGE LAHRR JANTAAANSSHSXZ !
regret of breaking up with APIT HAWTSTUFF !!
Mhmmps . Now 2.26AM , nothing to write about . till here . GoodBye-
-Serina Signs Out

(:

2009-02-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

Today was kinda a very normal day ,
As Usual . . After School go 413 Block , eat Cup Maggie .
But , today i went to Westmall with Nurul and Iqmal .
we wanted to play arcade , i msg Haziq first , to tell that i'm goin Westmall . Then , he replied he is at my block . but , i thought he got maths test ? So , i forced him to go back to school and do his maths test ,Then We decided to buy the $1.90 t-shirt at $1 Shop to change . lols , but then still cannot play .. the auntie say must go out, cb . WASTE MONEY ! SIAAAA ! -.- /|\./|\
then , i go msg him , suddenly he said he's alr at the block again . then , go back
to b.b west ave 4 . sit with him at block 417 . haish , FATTAH SPOILING SYIOL !
baru nk ambek gmbr ngan dia . tros dia dtng , fattah gy mampos laa !
then , going 4pm he has to go . so , sent him at bridge then , walked home .
that's all for today .
-Serina Signs Out

FUCK YOU !

2009-02-16T22:38:00.000+08:00

Today was kinda bad,bad & bad day ever . I don't want to tell the problem but
Ms Syafiqah , Ms Aisyah didn't came to school and that was fucking bored . For MT period ,
we were asked to do CROSSWORD PUZZLE . i did with Deanna & Nurul . While doing it ,
I'm listening to my HP mp3 then , Eirwan was like teacher why JUBO can listen songs then
BUTO cannot listen to song ? i was like , whatever . teacher just looked at me then , ignored .
Well , atleast i listen to song quietly then , do my work okeh ? hahas . For Science ,
A relive teacher took Ms Aisyah for today . He asked we all to call him SIR .
So , Sir very paisehh when he said whoever make noise will be sent to OM room . Then ,
Fatimah was like .. Teacher , It's DM not OM . then , he PAISEHH UH PAISEHH ! hahhas .
After school , was supposed to wait for Haziq at Canteen but very long what ?
so decided to go eat at the 413 block , CUP MAGGIE ! yummy~!
I was late to go meet/pick up Haziq . I was walking back to school then ,
he just came out of the gate . Haiyooh ~! my bad . hahahs . Then , go watch Sepak Takraw
While waiting for 4pm to strike , then go CCA ' Photography ' wee ~! Then , Haziq sit far far .
Haiyooh ~! tkpe tkpe (: i won't force him kayy ? and oh yaah !
we were supposed to take picture today but POSTPONED ! hahahs , tmr (:
While Watching Sepak Takraw , Boredom and Random-ness STRIKES ! hahahs .
i go sit at the back , then borrowed Fatimah's Phone and take picture but then , suddenly ..
It turns out , a whole group of the girls joined us .
hahahs (:
fun kanns ?!~
Haziq was like stare-ing at me cuxsz !
i was pointing middle finger at the camera . hahahs .
So , 4pm alr ! then now , DEEDISPADE come !?~
Haiyoooh !~ late laaa euu deedi !
her face was soo cute ~! geraam uh geraaam ! then , walked home with kak Amira (:
talked about me and Haziq then , psl adek dia and so on (:
So , not kinda bad day !~ i went home then , sleep . woke up at 10pm .
&& now.. the bad times and bad mood came ,
Yasmine told me that angie just now sotsot ~!
DON'T LIKE DON'T LIKE LAA ! THINK I CARE UH ?
go hate me lorhh . but euu kne what ?
you're really lucky , tht i don't feel like hating euu . Once i hate euu ..
i swear , i'll mke euu disappear off my life , get it betrayer & hypocrite?!~
Untill here , I'll let the Picture Talk now (:

- Serina Signs Out

2009-02-14T10:47:00.000+08:00

Hello ! As Usual , I'm still no mood . I'm glad my daddy bought the Sony Ericson Phone ,
because he doesn't need the earpiece , so I'm taking it (: , it cheers me up a Lil' .
Hearing some songs in my blog . I'm just sad & angry with him . Who's farah ?
that says she loves HAZIQ ( boyfriend aku laa DUMB-ASS) not in th mood , la .
i wanna delete my blog soon , or just private it and wont update it . Later going out with , Nurul .
first time , going out with her .. with her EX-BOYFRIEND .
mhhmps . kaay , i wanna get ready .
taakecare .
-Serina Signs out .

SIAN LANJIAAO !

2009-02-12T01:49:00.000+08:00

Today was kinda bored , aft school ended , he waited for me then , went home together .
nothing wrong right ? He sent me home , but he went to school back . okeh . .. at around 3.47pm his camp finishes , so decided to sit around with him for awhile .
then , going to 5pm , he has to go home . so i sent him to the bus stop than , while waiting talk about my ex-bfs and my bestfriend , MIRA O' MIRA ! hahahs . kinda pretty normal day , but bad mood uh , mcm siaal .
i want a new bag ! skinny jeaans ! hoodies ! new phone ! ZOMG !
pretty boring right ? currently posting at 1.54Am ,
eating ripple raspberry ice cream (: YUMMY YUMMY !
then , just now . yasmine lykee cb ! okeh horh !
euu triee to like run awaae from miee rightt ? cb ? just watch out horh !
actt baad mood horh ! ohh ! with angie got mood laa ,
KNN ! FUCCKK YOUU LAA!
DONT GO OUT WIFF MEE ANYMORE HORH,
DUN WAN SEE YOUR FACE ANIMORE
until here , im soo tired . tc
-Serina Signs Out

NOT IN TH MOOD .

2009-02-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

Dear readers or FELLOW SCHOOLMATES ,
today ! i fcxking no mood . but at times , during P.E Yeong Jun , Called me Run like duck .
then , No excitement . Until CCA time , so funny (: watched senior dance , the dance so funny eh.
but fun , cheered me up abit . gelekk uh gelek ~! So , i don't need to attend malay dance .. until the SYF finish .. My Twinny Senior , Kak Fiefie :p soo cute , uh she dance ~! geraaam uh geraam !
now , iee know . i made a big mistake ! MALAY DANCE FUN LUH WEIK ~!! (:
mhmphs , no more excitement anieemore , back to th saad saad and not in the mood , me .
WITH LOTS OF F#@%-ing haaates ,
-Serina Signs out

2009-02-09T19:58:00.000+08:00

haish , today .. nothing fun . bored & went to ART MUSEUM , abit fun . I'm amused at some artworks . took some pictures with Sarah , fattah .. and so on .
No mood to write anything , argued wif someone . haish , bored bored . i need someone to talk to .
i'm slashing my haand . .. ): dun let anyone find out horhs . now , nothing to do .
asking yasmine to go down , i need some freedom .
till here , i dun wanna go on ):
bye .

sorry to th whole world , kay ?

2009-02-06T19:23:00.000+08:00

To everyone (:
I'm sorry for saying th malay dance , stupid okeh ?
To kak Fiefie , Sorry .
To passerby , Sorry .
I didn't meant to , adeq was just mad ..
Sorry okeh , sorry bnyk2 . Kalau nk maki adeq , maki okeh ?
Adeq betul-betul sorry . I DIDN'T MEANT TO !
okeh , Adeq GUILTY .. BYNK2 . Will this whole things end ?
adeq tk nk ada HATERS in dunearn okeh ? please , cn this whole things end ?
i wanaaaaa be everyones FRIEND ! Please , okehh ?
Okeh , i'm not acting big fuck here , but please okehh ? i know my mouth
blahblah , so pleaaaaaaaaaaase ? stop the problem here , okeh ?
I don't want to make this problem , big okeh ?
Okeh , just be honest ... Yes yes i'm scared of the SENIORS .
And of course ! I'm scared of th Seniors . i act big fuck uh ,
stop the attitude uh Nuraisah ! ! To kak Fiefie . Okeh , i change ):
SORRY BANYAKBANYAK !

- Serina Signs out

Sad sobbed sobbed

2009-02-05T14:26:00.000+08:00

Here i go , Kinda sad .. Walking around like damn ass stupid girl Go McDonald ,
eat eat eat .. Untill 12pm+ Walked home with Deanna .
I was angry with her ,but then she walked home with me .
Until, the little Indian shop she took a bus from there ,
Now i'm left alone , Was staring here and there !
I saw one Couple , so lovable siaa ): I wish She was me . I'm kinda sad and lonely now.
One guy , asked for stead but then , No idea who . I don't even know him .
I feel like Slashing haand , penknife lost -.- SO DU LAN !
or even ,
If teacher caught me ,
I die liao ! Even my friends said , i stupid go slash .
It's not their business , MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS CAN CAN ?!
Am i geeky ? sht , i think i am . lols .
Someone scold me LAN JIAO . FUCCKK LAA YOU !
Just now at block 417 got chinese guy from dunearn horh ,
so cute liao the faces .
eyh ! Why i go look at guys sia , pervert alr ahs ?
lols , no hah ! iym not pervert .
Just missing him liao . even my friends brother LOOKED like him sia .
fuck fuck fuck ! get him outta my heaaad !
. Depressed . Sick . Retarded . Idiot . Stupid . Geeky .
- Serina Signs out .

Today , gort DARRYL'S email !

2009-02-04T16:05:00.000+08:00

Dear Seniors , Junior and FRIENDS ((: .. While PW lesson , going 2.24pm Darryl was Outside his class which was just outside COMP LAB 3 , I'm in there la ! Was shouting his name , thought of asking for his email but um , too shy uh . Then ,
Walked to the Hall to Watch Sepak Takraw ,
Dunearn lose , WTPIAAK ? T.T .. So , i was getting bored .. Nurul , Syafiqah , Sabrina & Anisah Wasn't talking to me , and Like everyone ignoring me , So i decided to go home .. After reached home Decided to play Soccer .. but Injured ..
Sprained my Ankle , Play Soccer for a while ..Then , Meet my Junior ,
Studied && hang out at Bukit Batok NLB with Ms Ng Xiu Yun AKA Yasmine (;
KAK SABRINA Thanks to her , i got my Senior blog from her .
Now , is 12.05AM .. I must go before 12.30AM , need to go to bed .
Need to wake up EARLY , hope to go to school tmr , i can walk abit , injured my leg .
That's all fr todaay (:
Takecare ((:

- Serina Signs Out

Photography Oh Photography !

2009-02-02T17:04:00.000+08:00

Dear readers ,
Today was kinda NOT AN ORDINARY DAY !
I thought i didn't bring my spectacle , which belongs to my mum ..
i used it for temporary , I'm waiting for my spectacle ,
i will be able to get it on.. Tuesday , Evening 7pm (:
Okeh , Currently .. Eating Apple Pie (: yummy oh yummy !
Today , after school before CCA , Photography ..
I went out school follow Deanna , lepak-ing .
Then , Around 3.30PM starts to go back to school .
but before that , We sent K.Naff to K.Yuyu's House . After , that ..
We walked beside the block and Saw Afiq with his Schoolmate .
I didn't feel like turning my head to see AFIQ , I'm hurt deeply . He cheated me .
Why oh Why , am i so dumb ? then ,
Deanna said he looked at me , and i said . Whatever uh eh ,
then i Kicked the wall . Really ,
i trusted him so much but i waited for him to break with Atikah
& now what ? he goes to other girl , very funny huh ?
IT'S NOT FUNNY TO ME !
Even though , you're handsome and tall by now .
I don't care .. You're still my ENEMY ..
EVEN YOU ASKED FOR APOLOGY ,
I would just ignore and walk away ! GET IT ?
Ugh , gosh ! Let's stop talking about him , ok SERIN ?
Okeh , we walked back to Dunearn . While in AVA room ..
I just Realize Ardi-yono was sitting infront of me , but he shift to the end on the left side .
Gahahs , best uh best ! We're asked to try out the camera !
SO FUN LUHR WEIK !
I keep playing with it while others writing , hahs . then ,
My eyes are like .. SHORT-SIGHTED And some more ,
Like i've said above .. I thought i didn't bought my spectacle .
I copied Tengku Sarah , I thought she's Arrogant but then , She's not at all (:
Friendly , to the limit ! (: Then , Before going home .
We watched the Sepak Takraw luh weik !
Dunearn menang uh eyh ! GO GO GO ! hahahrs .
Currently , Chatting to Micheal/G ! from Netherland (:
cool right ? He's kinda hyper & weird today , lol .
typos everywhere . He's fun to talk to (:
ONLY SOMETIMES . lol .
It's 1.04am now , going to bed now .
takecare (:

- Serina Signs out

2009-02-02T01:09:00.001+08:00

Dear Oh Dear ! Readers & friends ,
Currently , Posting This blog at 1.10am . Hoping to go to bed Soon .
I've taught YASMINE how to revert template & so on , you don't have to know .
I just bought a new Spectacle today evening , I will be having it on Tuesday Evening , 7pm (:
I've changed blogskin , Kinda random right ? I want a very simple and neat blogskin , so ..
I've Chosen this (: Kinda pink-ish , I DON'T CARE . Hate it ? Leave , it's my blog ! So ,
Why do you care ? Currently , Trying to keep myself from ,
The words that Usually comes out of my mind which is 'Vulgarities' >:)
Evil right ? Gahahas (: I'm random , right now . self destructed );
I want him back , can ? ); i just feel so lonely , even though we're friends .
Haishh , Who would be my Valentines Partner? ); Probably , No one .
I just feel so cold , blue and lonely . I've been like crying silently ,
not even my brother nor my mum knew it .
Until here , I'm sleepy .
Goodnight Singapore , GoodMorning Other world (:

Serina Signs out -

2009-02-01T01:33:00.001+08:00

Dear Readers & Friends ,
As much as I'm bored , RIGHT NOW .
I'm gonna type as much words and Sentence as i could .
Kinda regretting of what happened last year , 'o8
I missed my ex-hongkah friends ):
I hope to start a new Chapter Of Life , soon .
The person who broke my heart will only be able to fix it .
Currently , Hearing Don't forget by Demi Lovato .
*sobbed Sobbed* Dunno why I'm kinda sad now ,
Ardi's lil' brother ,
Arfian .. cheered me a lil' by his cheeky attitude , gahahs .
he kept disturb me nby using mic then , talk talk . hahas , funny lil' cheeky guy .
Thanks to Ardi , he cheered me up a lil' also ,
by talking to me half the day , until going to 12midnight.
Settled everything with Afiq , I'm glad .. he forgive me . Kinda no in the mood , What do they say in chinese , not in the mood ? Yup ,
Mei na Xin si in Chinese , Not in the mood (:
Kinda , crushing out on *SOMEONE* but he doesn't know it , gahahas .
I'm SECRETIVE , so don't mind . hahas , sibeh sian right now .
That's all i talk about today , TAKECARE .
- Serina -

Hopefully , to get a NEW CHAPTER OF LIFE ..

At 3.14AM , i can't go to bed .

2009-01-30T03:13:00.000+08:00

Here's an Introduction ,
It's 3.14am in the morning , I can't go to bed . . I'm missing someone . Here's something i wrote in my notebook while i was sitting alone outside at my living room , hearing .. Dream girl - Basshunter , All i ever wanted - Basshunter & Now you're gone - Basshunter too . Here it goes ,
Whenever that SONG plays ,
I closeMYeyes ,
and it reminds me of YOU ,
WHY are we apart ,
WHY are we against each other ,
AND ,
WHY do you HATE me so much ,
Everything that starts with THAT alphabet ,
Really reminds me of YOUR NAME ,
I've changed A LOT , I've changed for YOU ,
All i ever wanted is YOU , YOU & ONLY YOU !
Do i have to begged YOU ,
just to be with YOU ?
Every night , I had a lot of difficulties on sleeping . I can't even sleep just a minute .
come back , if you can .
ignore it , if you really hate me so much .
but , just move on .. if you wanted to .
Because , I'm changing my mind of ...
Not to be busy with ' Relationships '
AND ,
Focus on Studies // hope so .
Until here , Takecare .
- {♥} s e r i n a {♥} -

I'm your Dream Girl ♥

crush crush OMGOMGOMG!

2009-01-28T21:37:00.000+08:00

Dear readers , myself & friends ,
Here's the story for today , My crush .. He is in 4.... cnot tell the class and I'm in computer lab 3 POOF ! suddenly he Appeard , damned .. Jannah ask to go to the same staircase with him , Suddenly she tried to pull me near him , Suddenly .. I'm perspiring ! it started to be hot , waahh.. much troublesome , I went to Concourse to meet Kak Aishah So , We went to the Canteen , ALAMAK !! he kept walking around and around me just now , ishk ! kaki mengigil , gahahs . I went home with Kak Aishah and Jannah . We ate at the Nearby Coffeeshop . Went home , Sleep . Woke up at 8.50PM . By that , on laptop and blogging :]
Untill here , takecare .
- S e r i n a -

Dinner at Balithai , IMM .

2009-01-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

Let the picture talk ^^

I went to IMM , Bali Thai Restaurant . The Mango Pudding ..
So yummy , I like it .
Have so much fun there , eat & eat until my stomach big already . gahahs .
We ordered , Pandan Chicken , Chili Kang Kung , tahu goreng , tom yum soup &
hot plate bean curd seafood ! (: yummy , right ? but too bad ,
I didn't eat the bean curd seafood .
don't feel like eating it . Till here , Take care.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !
With lots of love ,
-{♥}S e r i n a{♥}-

Yeah , i did slash my hand but not serious .

2009-01-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

Dear Readers Friends & myself ,
Yes , i did slashed my hand , to Afiana , Kamilah & Faleyana .
It's not Serious , It's just a pain . It's like lines , reddish ,
a few hours later the red gone ,
it's not really serious ok ?
I'm begging Marshal to delete me off his list ,
i can't bear it with him .
Thanks for the talk , Faleyana .
I know , you cared for me . I just can't stop .
it's an habit & to Marshal , I'm sorry the best thing is , i have to forget you..
I shouldn't have hurry you , Maybe we should be friends first
& to Yasmine , You can have him back ,
I don't care . I'm a jealousy type of girl ,
so bear with it . till here , it's 1.36Am , kinda tired & no mood .
take care ._.
- ♥ S E R I NA ♥ -

yaaahoooo !

2009-01-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

Dear readers & myself ,
I'm so happy today ! I got 2nd CCA as PHOTOGRAPHY ! weeeeee !
Yaaaay ! Thanks to Ms Cao Hui Jie ! She agrees to accept me ! (:
&& around 7pm till 8pm was fighting with FARINA [ minah tidak menjadi ]
I know i was rude/evil/meanie & so on . But , Look she have to change !!
she's like you know DUMB and SLOW . Sorry , but i'm just trying to be honest .
&& still she wanna act like big fuck with me . wanna back up people .. -.-
Just pissed me off . lalala .. Can't wait for CCA .. Photography ! weeeeee ..
Now , i can learn about cameras and so on . Till here , Goodnight .
With love ,
- S E R I N A -

2009-01-21T13:56:00.000+08:00

Dear Readers & Myself ,
Today was kinda Normal ..
Noises , Angry , Rude , screaming , talking , laughter .
but , got bullied or like what you said got teased , disturbed or irritates by boys .
Called me ' pantat ' & so on . Not in the mood to do , worksheet , workbook & so on .
Hearing songs at my blog , just declining what my mum asked to do ..
go shop buy food
Chiibaaii , think not tiring uh ? Kay , that was not formal . Just , feel like calling someone .
I don't know if , the answer are going to be yes or no .. ?
And jie Ying , can you just mind your own business ? Don't have to be KPO KPO about me
& Marshal , can ? Just giving you a warning , just don't make me wanna make you disappear off my life , get it ?
not happy at the moment ...
Till here , i got cca ' malay dance ' start at 4PM till 6 PM .
i don't care , i don't feel like attending it.. but there's malay senior more comfortable with , to passerby , sorry didn't meant to curse malay dance . Kaykayy , sorry .
-♥ S E R I NA ♥-

2009-01-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

Dear Readers and myself .
i'm just not feeling well , even though i look like im well .
i got to admit something to you guys , i've been pretending to be happy & those laughter ..
was all fake . get it ? it's all fake . i'm just not that impress with my class , 1 diamond .
they're making too much noises , In maths class . I can't concentrate what is Mr Yap teaching .
i hope , they'll behave soon . so , yeah .. marshal , quick answer me ! I'm demanding an answer !
lalala .. && jie ying , to be honest .. i don't want to be your friend anymore .you irritates me badly
i just don't know , why . i met ardi while walking to the dunearn's gate , tells him .. i'm not in the photography cca , boo ! =[ damn , i wanna take 2nd cca which is photography !
i want it badly .. hahahs . okeh , then .. wtf .. ardi walk so fast .. it's like 1 min later , i go out the gate after him , he is gone .. waahh scary .. oke dokeyh . i go home , online .. then suddenly laid down on my bed , fell asleep and then woke up at around 7pm , Kinda tired .
i cannot believe .. i poke my hand with a needle , i can't feel .. but just abit of hurt ..
talked to marshal on the phone , then .. he said later he called back untill now , never call back ..
Maybe he is asleep .. whatever .. Untill here , Goodnight .
takecare --

With lots of love ,
- ♥ S e r i n a ♥ -

Twinny Twinny Twinkle Star

2009-01-18T06:12:00.000+08:00

twinny twinny twinkle star
My Twinny (: Afiana . I just love her so much ..
The picture above looks almost the same , the left is Afiana and
the Right one is me .
No one can steal her away from me !!:
even though , Sometimes she irritates me , I Don't Care.. gahgahs .
and Also , There's a lot more Friendly GFS (:
Want to know ? Here's a list of the sweet cupcakes .

Not in Order (:
I just love them .

Yani

Kak Yuyu

Fina [ KechikStar ]

Kak Aisyah ! [ DSS ]

AFRINA (: my adeq angkt uh !

Epa Apple

Kamilah

Jie Ying

Nuraii

Adleen

Deanna

Faleyana

LisaKechikStar

Diyana [ Bitch Partna ]

Namirah [ been BFF her For 2 years ]

Hurt them ,

I WILL MAKE SURE

i' cut out your heart off ,

THAT GOES TO THE HEARTLESS PEEPS !

blahblah

2009-01-17T12:35:00.001+08:00

___________________________________________________________________
I'm sorry Jieying .
I shouldn't have been to childish to be angry just because of one small idiot problem .
Just forget what i've said , But Sorry .. Since I'm not in the mood .
We're gonna meet without picture taking .
I'm just enough of getting dumb , i am stupid tbh .
Till her , I have no mood , So byebye .
_____________________________________________________

I'm Stupid .

2009-01-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

Okeh Dokeh , Haven't been posting for a few weeks or Days .
Here's a new Post . Kinda bored right now . Chatting with Mdnuh .
Bored bored . Doing bg for Mdnuh for his fs . Never go to school today .
Tired , sleepy . Nothing to post , No excitement everyday .

BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH !
Since , Secondary School started .. SO BORED .
BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH .. till here
- S E R I N A .

Back from Orientation Camp

2009-01-06T11:45:00.000+08:00

Okay , Sorry for the Inconvenience Cause and I'm back !
Kinda Tired but I have to update my blog by the time i got home .
Cause , I'm gonna be too busy for the whole day .
Let me tell you about the camp (;
The first day Of the camp , Me and Jannah was supposed to meet in front of Hong Kah Primary School Block . But , Jannah didn't appeared , I've been standing for 15minutes .. Still didn't appeared .. So , I decided to go to School straight , while walking .. I saw Nurul && Elyana Standing 1km away . I talked to them and asked them to accompanied me to go to toilet to do something with my skirt and we did . After doing some things in the toilet , The Sec 1 pupils were told to go to the hall . All Student Leaders , L.O.L and so on . BOOM !! I saw my crush ! I was like [!] ahahs . Deanna was like , cheyy .. he's coming .
I acted like nothing was going to happened , phew* XD now , i have a crush on [2] student leaders now!! :D . All the sec 1s pupil are instructed to bring the tables to the hall for the Campfire , Everything started to get confusing since they told that girls are supposed to be one the 2nd floor , and the said only 16girls should be there . and it's more ! ahahs . Then i putted my table on the corridors with my guyfriends , then suddenly .. while we left our table there , these two stupid chinese guys took my table and my friend , i felt so mad I tapped on one of my student leaders shoulder using my finger saying that they took our table , then this 1 fat chinese guy that took my table jump over the table but .. HAHAHAHAS ! he failed and fell , I shouldn't laugh cause it isn't funny but the table right upper leg is abit 'senget' XD.. then When i questioned him if it is his table and he said yes , it's rude for him not to be honest saying that the table isn't belong to him , Served him right ! woahh .. We're told to perform/show what we have learnt to the Student leaders , Teachers && parents . When we're told to get bathed , My classmates all ran to the classroom and took our personal stuff and so on , the level 3 toilet , so dark ! even , I'm the one using spectacle it's still dark . Then , I was walking alone in the dark , i was scared .. I ran back to the staircase and screamed , ahahs .
I go to level 1's toilet , much easier but then right .. all the chinese girls so fucked up , cleaners bathing place dun wan to bath.. STUPID rightright ? only knw how to waste time and slacking XD.. kayy , after bathing .. i was hungry but then , my friend told me ' NO MORE FOOD ' Wahhh , so stuffing ugh -.- then , at 11.30pm+ we got scolded by female mentors ..
the girls so stubborn people said don't play with torchlight .. still play torchlight .
then , i listened to MP3 in my phone but then only for a while cause , being iritate by other girls , so turned off my phone and lie down , suddenly right , i dreamt about one of my crush .
ahahs , the student leaders ! wahh , so frigthening , i kept waking up by those nightmares !
At 4.00am+ .. we heard a resident shouting and yelling , don't know what she's all yelling about and still she's just near . Luckily , I'm wide awake , if not , i'll yell back XD .
when i'm finished bathing , i was looking for another girls toilet and went passed this 2 boys , i asked them where is the toilet .. One of them turned Slowly , then said ' DON'T KNOW ' Wahhh ! So fucked up luh weii .. , i said "buto luh kao " . It was an ACCIDENT ! ahahs ! i was getting pissed off with other friends in my class , Then I walked away .The teachers all mad at some of other guys from other class for playing SOCCER in 4AM !? waahh ? fucked up much ! ahahs ! after taking some breakfast , atlast i'm much awake but some .. at first not sleepy after eating breakfast then sleepy .
we played some games , very fun ! :D I enjoyed playing it :D
Got one of these games called the spiderweb , wahh .. I'm the 2nd person to be aimed ..
it's like i was carried above the spiderweb wahh , luckily i got acrossed alive XD really , i never been carried that high :D After that , we go to the hall to take some forms , do some survey , prize presentation and scream like we never did :D Know what , guys ? 1 DIAMOND , WHICH IS MY CLASS IS THE MOST ENTHUSIASTIC ! AND WE WON !! 1ST ! WEEEEEE !!! I wished , The Sec 1s will have another much fun and much unfucked up camp.
Ahahs ! Till here , I'm tired . Buhbye-
- S E R I N A -

today , is a normal boring day .

2009-01-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

Dear Readers , I , myself & my friends .
i had no idea why , I'm not packing my CAMPING STUFF .
I don't feel like going camping at School . NO MOOD today ,
went to Aunt's house at Bukit Gombak , took bus home and arrived at 10.43PM .
I kept staring at my camp packing list . I don't know , why .
I listened to Mad - Ne'yo , I cried . I'm deeply sad and hurt by , the previous relationship i had .
All of em' had a different taste . but the most hard to leave was , HIM .
I'm not gonna mention it . He doesn't like it . I had no one left , except him to come back .
i stared at every place we've been , it reminds me of you , SWEETIE .
Tell me you LOVE me SWEETIE and COME BACK .
I'm sick , I've been coughing lately , fever && flu .
Till here , I'll post more on Wednesday , 7 January .
I'll be camping at School on 5 January && 6 January.
Sorry for the inconvenience (:
- S E R I N A -

2009-01-04T10:19:00.000+08:00

Today , woke up at 10.15am like normal ..
woke up and straight away sat in front laptop
chatted with Marcos or Marshal ,
don't know who, he said can't tell , so i said fine bye , ahahs.
i chatted with Yani , about schools :D
Surfed through , Ardi's blog and tagged him .
updated blog from yesterday :D
mighty mighty blue blue :D
I fought with Afiq Syarihan yesterday ,
my laptop got virus -.-
Hearing Some Music in Ardi's Blog and just checking Friendster ,
My coughing is getting worst -.-
&& what for to be afraid , go to hell . I hate no time for being afraid uh . No wonder ..
very boring day for me , no excitement . haish , what to do uh ? Home telephone no line , Did not ring , don't know lahr the fucking wedding downstairs did what .. -.- cannot call marshal ..

1st Day of School

2009-01-03T17:11:00.000+08:00

Today is 2nd January 2009 ;D
I'm gonna start a new chapter of life :D
called , ' Teenager ' .
Here's the Story for today ;)
I was supposed to wake up at 6am , the alarm clock went on but then ,
i turned it off , suddenly i don't know what my brother was talking about and just annoyed me .
I woke up , It's 6.34am , I was like ' OMG ' , because i everytime take a bath like 30mins ahahs .
So , I quickly ran to the toilet and took a bath , finished doing all the bussiness in the toilet , it's 6.45am , i quickly ran to my room and changed to school uniform , walao . wearing the uniform is like 1hour ahahs , so hard to button and so on .
Was walking to school wearing tie , i look around no one wear any single tie siaa , ahahs .
paisehh XD ..
I took it off , then sit down .
I bang into syazwani and fatimah , ahahs .
the whole day was boring , then the student leader told about this haunted painting .
the eyes is being painted , so the character all no eyes , as because everytime people walked passed this painting , the eyes will look at you , WAHHH ! Scary right ?
then , i got crush on one of this chinese student leader , ahahs .
SHH ! secret oi ! i dunno the name , ahahs .
while taking a weight , i was done then sit near basketball court then ,
i saw like ardi walking home , ahahs . short ahahs XD
i think thats him . at 5.40pm was walking home , after going back , talked to marshal on the phone for a while then he said he need to do something , so i hang up , while waiting i feel tired , so i fell asleep , untill tomorrow ahahs . very tiring mahh ..
Then at woke up at 5.00pm ahahs , i'm a sleeping monster XD

Xiu yun :D ' yasmine '

2008-12-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

Hahahs , Today so fun .
at 1.00pm+ go out with Jannah , We took some pictures using my phone but then suddenly battery low then flat , KANENAH laaahr the phone . After that , msging Yasmine .
She said she wanna go topup her phone . So , I decided to meet Her .
So , we meet , sit down under 417block and talk .
Really fun sia . Yasmine , wanna go westmall and we did .
She belanja me earring :]
we took some pictures at neoprint , we scanned the card arhs .
it said reswipe and we did , like cb wan siaa the machine .
we took some random pictures XD
I'll scanned the pictures soon .
while Yasmine editing the pictures , i was touching my forehead and my neck. haishh , the fever gone up abit , then in bus 947 , really cold like hell .
she so nice , siaa :D
den , tmrw . I'm gonna go bugis and viivo with her XD
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!
- s e r i n a .

tagged by mdnuh .

2008-12-24T19:58:00.000+08:00

Was tagged by Mdnuh
(Those that are tagged,cannot refuse.)Continue this game by tagging 8 other people.

1-Kamilah
2-Adleen
3-adleen
4-Kak Feestar
5-Diyana
6-Afiqah
7-Epa
8-Afiana

1. What have you been doing recently?
- just surfing the net , chatting .
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- yes , when i get annoyed by calls .
3. What happened at 10am today?
- I didn't go to bed , then at 10.12am i sleep
4. When did you last cry?
- last week
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
- yes , i believe in those .
6. What do you want in your life now?
- iswandy .
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
- I dont use those stuff XD
8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
- sleep .. duhr .
9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
- levis
10. What's the nicest things in your inbox?
- some sweet messages from my friend .
11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
- no , but i got misunderstood .
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
- no ..
13. What was the last movie you caught?
- HSM3
14. What are you proud of?
- being virgin XD
15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
- iswandy says that he scares to meet me and dont know what to wear .
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
- check yes juliet - we the king
17. Do you have any nicknames?
- serina,erina :D
18. What does the newest text say?
- idk .
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
- at 10.15am
20. Are you currently happy?
- no ,im sad .
21. Who gives you the best advise?
- Adleen :D
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- no .
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
- afiq .
24. Is something bugging you now?
- yeah , love .
25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- afiq

2008-12-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

Today is 21st Dec 08 !
I can't believe , I'm going out with Afiana , Kamilah and myself .
BLUECK BLUECK BLUECK ! very bored , very fun lehy no idea I GOT FREEDOM
hahas XD afiana , soo cute , kamilah soo funny :D
but , i dunno why i kept talking about iswandy liao =.="
help me lahhrs , no idea why .
we took some pics above :D fun right ?
we collected some shells , soo beautiful lehhy all of them ;D
tkcre :D
- S E R I N A

JIE YING , YOU'RE CUTE !! AND SHORT !! hahs

2008-12-20T04:27:00.000+08:00

Jie ying , You're So Cute :D
I love her , soo much :D
She's Short , funny , nice , kind , LOVABLE .
Took pictures with her :D
SHE'S SOO FUNNY ! cannot tahan sheyy :D HAHAS .
Meet her , soo fun :D She told me excited to meet me and SO DO I !!
Her hair soo SILKY ,REAALLY IT'S CUTE ! She kept calling me cute , but i'm not . I'll CONTINUE LATER !!
- S E R I N -

2008-12-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

Haishh , so bored . Dunno wether 21 dec going to sentosa or not , if not ahhs . Not going out ahhr dat daay . Bored Siaa , i've been wanting to go sentosa then , take pictures with Afiana and Kamilah , HAISHH .. so bored .. mhmm , bored .. Chat with Iswandy , afiana , Jie ying , Kamilah , Namirah && Amirul Shafiq . No idea why , i chatted with Iswandy .
Haishh , really regretting after what i've done , I'm not sulking guys , Just bad mood .
tkcr , ;[
- S E R I N -

for Kamilah and Afiana (:

2008-12-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

Here's the list for the outing to Sentosa and Causeway point on 21st December :D

extra top
extra bottoms
Extra Money
Ez-link , purse .
Foods , eg. Snacks
Plastic bag for your wet clothes
Shampoo (:
handphone
Sunblock
Any fun things that can be played on the beach
CAMERA
Batteries , just in case the camera battery flat .
towel
drinks (:
One big bag

That's all (: "ONLY FOR KAMILAH AND AFIANA FOR THE OUTING"

got nothing to say .

2008-12-18T18:33:00.000+08:00

Helloh (: Today , was trying to chat with everyone but just hurt my elbow , it hitted the study table , it was so hurt , i feel like crying . Hahas (:
Anyway , Same like Yesterday (:
Chatted with , Kamilah , Afiana (: except didn't chatted with Jieying Yesterday :D
JieYing asked me to linked her (: her blog very simple but sumore cute :D
Jieying very pretty and cute ayee (:
Hope , i could meet her , afiana and KAMILAH .. hahas XD
AFIANA - TWINNY
KAMILAH - PRETTY
JieYing - HAWTSTUFF :D

What School i get for Secondary

2008-12-18T11:07:00.000+08:00

Hello , Thanks for the visit , Don't forget to tag in your links , so i could read your blog too . (:
So , Today i woke up at 10am , Farina woke me up by her calls . She asked me if I'm coming to school or not . After that , i ran to my dad asking what school i get , He said Hong Kah sec , I was like .. WTF , NOO WAY ! i want hillgrove , hahas XDD but then , i checked the phone , it says , DUNEARN . humm , too near . Hahas XD .. So , i get Dunearn secondary school , if i could take photography as a CCA , it would be fun (: tkcr .
-S E R I N-

Chatting with Afiana and Kamilah

2008-12-18T01:37:00.000+08:00

Hello , Thanks for reading .
Guess what , Guys ?
Kamilah and Afiana , are the Sweetest person i ever met (:
Really fun chatting with them (: they're funny jokes and Funny actions :D
And , we're planning to go Sentosa then spend 3 hours there and than back to Causeway Point , play timezone :D
Fun , right ? Hopefully , not raining , eyh (:
AFIAANAA && KAMILAAHH , YOU'REE THAAA BESSTT !!
tkcr (:

2008-12-17T13:30:00.000+08:00

I cannot believe , i chatted with Afiana for 10 hours , till 6am in the morning XD
And , we're like twinny (: I just love her . We got the same taste of style , Same hair .
I just can't believe , she's the most adorable person i ever met (:
It's so much fun chatting with her (:
Psst , btw .. She's beautiful .. gorgeous , funny , cute && GEREK !
Can't wait for 21 dec , I'm meeting her with Kamilah (:
They must be friendly :D till her (:
Take care (:
-S E R I N -

Survey , dunno lahr bored alrdy .

2008-12-15T00:03:00.000+08:00

here it goes :
1. who is the person that tagged you?`Kak feestar(:
2. relationship between you and her?
` My new friend
3.Five impression of her?
` Gorgeous , sweet , kind , friendly .
4. if she become your enemy, will you?
` I don't know her that much , so no . We don't fight , no Enemy .
5. what would you say to the person you like very much?
` Be mine XD
6. characteristic i like about myself.
` Loves to laugh ? dunno .
7. characteristic i hate about myself.
` Sombong XD
8. for the person you hate you say?
` Fuck off .
9. what do people feel about you?
` idk , you ask them , Don't ask me .
10. your crush?
` Dat guy XD

11. pass this to 10 people
1) Afiana
2) Kamilah
3) Namirah
4) Afiq
5) Fuad
6) Kak Eida
7) Abang Suffian
8) Fina
9)Farina
10) Kak Asyuraaa

12. if 5 and 7 were together? - fuad and Abng Suffian
` Hahahas XD - They're not Gays .
13. what does no. 5 like? -Fuad
` idk .. Girls ? XD
14. what food does no. 9 likes? - Farina
` uhhh No idea .
15. say something about no. 8. - Fina
` A friendly & understandinq (:
16. who is no. 2? - Kamilah
` My Gorgeous Twinny friend :D
17. talk about no. 3? - Namirah
` She's my bestfriend :D
18. who is no. 10's best friend?-
` Dunno XD
19. who is the sexiest among the 10 people?
` All ? NO IDEA XD
20. what does no. 4 like? - Afiq
` PSP , COCA COLA XD
21. is no. 4 single? - Afiq
` nope, He's now attach .
22. relationship with no. 1? - Afiana
` My twinny ;D
23. are no. 5 and 6 best friends? - Fuad & Kak Eida
` Nope , They dunno each other ..
.24. no. 9 surname? - Farina
` no ideaa .
25. number 7's nickname? - Abng Suffian
` IDK..
26. say something to 8 - Lyeena
` You are my Listener :D
27. say something to help 9 - Farina
` Stay sweet always :D and Don't lie .
28. who does 1 admires? - Afiana
` dgr2 , Wafii XD
29. where does 1 live? - Afiana
` Woodlands :D
30. does 10 of them know who you like?
` Ohh NO they don't ! haha !
31. say something to no. 6 when you see her? - Kak eida
` I lovee youu soo much & when i see her, i'll hug her so tightly
32. Is number 10 attach ? To whom ?- Kak Asyuraaa
` Ohh yesh . To Abng Akuhh .